Sunday Reflection; 30th Sunday in Ordinary Time: Humility in Prayer

Whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and the one who humbles himself will be exalted.” — Luke 18:14

This week is the 30th Sunday in Ordinary Time. The weekly readings can be found here. The theme is humility in prayer (and in general). The Gospel reading contrasts the prayer of a Pharisee with the prayer of the tax collector, Jesus teaches his disciples to pray in humility before God. Jesus again surprises his listeners by showing the tax collector as the example of faith, rather than the Pharisee. As I have said before, humility is something that is challenging to me and I have some Pharisee in me.

Today’s reflection comes from the outstanding blog Whosoever Desires, a blog run by five young Jesuits. Other duties prevent them from posting very often but their lack of quantity is more than made up with their outstanding quality. The reflection is from a homily given by Aaron Pidel, SJ. You can read the fully homily here but set forth below is an extended excerpt:

Can we see the Pharisee in today’s Gospel as a ‘normal’ person with ‘normal’ attitudes?  And, as a result, can we see Christ’s disapproval of the Pharisee’s attitudes as an invitation to a discipleship that goes beyond conventional morality?  This, to my mind, is the imaginative challenge that our Gospel poses.  The problem is that our sensibilities in Christian Culture have been so long tutored by these and similar passages that the Pharisee now seems cartoonish.  We can hardly imagine consciously bragging, comparing, and condemning so openly.  So it’s easy to give ourselves a pass.

In order to help us approach the Pharisee sympathetically, then, I thought I might just share a few findings from mental health professionals on the self-perception of ‘normal’ adults who enjoy moderate to high self-esteem. According to a large body of research, ‘normal’ folks to tend to:

  • process and recall success better than failure;
  • attribute their successes to themselves but their failures to environmental factors;
  • evaluate their negative traits as trivial and their positive traits as significant;
  • see their faults as ‘common’ and strengths as ‘special’ and ‘distinctive’;
  • see negative traits as less descriptive of themselves than of the average person.
  • see negative traits as less descriptive of their family and friends than of the average person.

Logically, it stands to reason that the majority of people can’t be above average.  Hence, though the opposite was long believed, a large body of research now suggests that confident, cheerful persons are not those who are most grounded in reality, those who serenely accept with both their strengths and weaknesses.  Rather, they are those who develop an uncanny ability to filter data and twist reality in a self-promoting direction.

The same study does, by the way, identify a group of people who have more balanced self-appraisals.  They turn out to be the moderately depressed.

The connection to the Pharisees should by now be clear.  Whether they consciously admit it or not, most ‘normal’ people have an inner life that thrives off comparison and the unconscious belief that they’re better than other people.

And so the ‘normal’ or ‘pharisaical’ human condition of every age presents us with a dilemma.  Left to our own devices, we must choose either Truth or Life, either a grim honesty or a superficial happiness.  But we can’t have both.  Our frail sense of self-worth can’t long risk an unflinching gaze into the darkness and violence within our selves and within our world.  And even if we choose to look away, we know that our happiness remains precarious so long as it rests on illusions.  Pretty bleak, right?

But when we search our hearts, we know that there would be a solution to our dilemma: to come upon a light brighter than our darkness, a love stronger than our violence.  We know in small ways what it is to come into the presence of a person who loves before he or she judges.  We can instantly take off our masks and let down our defenses.  The whole nation of Israel nation knew what this was like.  Because she received an election unique among all the nations, she could afford to preserve the most unsparing and unromantic record of national follies known to history.

But love was not finally victorious until Christ, Christ who loved us first, Christ who loved us while we were still sinners.

And because Christ loved us while we were still sinners, the admission of sin is no longer crushing.  It is healing.  For if we believe that Christ’s love is stronger than our sins, then to explore the depth of our sinfulness is to explore the even greater depth of divine love.  And, to explore the depths of divine love is to better appreciate the darkness of sin—since our sins have been committed against so loving a Father.  And so the experience of sin and the experience of divine love grow together.  They are directly proportional, as the tax collector saw; not inversely proportion, as the Pharisee feared.

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This is the awareness that the sacramental confession is meant to promote—though it is sadly underused.  This is the awareness that the Mass impresses upon us at the penitential rite.  This is the awareness that Jesus praises in the tax collector today: “O God, be merciful to me, a sinner.”  As we approach the Eucharistic table, then, where the bread and wine are transformed into the stuff of divinity, let us pray that God transform our sins as well—into occasions for savoring His mercy.

Full link to Aaron Pidel, SJ homily.

About William Ockham

I am a father of two with eclectic interests in theology, philosophy and sports. I chose the pseudonym William Ockham in honor of his contributions to philosophy, specifically Occam's Razor, and its contributions to modern scientific theory. My blog ( explores Ignatian Spirituality and the intersection of faith, science and reason through the life and writings of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin (pictured above).
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